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On Noticing

There is a particular quality of light that arrives on Uist in the late afternoon of a clear day in autumn — low, slanting, the colour of weak whisky — that lasts perhaps eleven minutes before it shifts again. If you are inside the house when it comes, you miss it. If you are outside but looking at your phone, you miss it. If you are walking the machair with someone and deep in conversation, you miss it. The light does not announce itself. It does not wait. It simply arrives, holds for a breath, and is gone.

This, I have come to believe, is the whole business of being an artist. Not technique, not gear, not even ideas in the first instance. Noticing.

I talk a great deal to my students about seeing — about learning to see abstractly, to see beyond the obvious subject, to see the shape inside the thing rather than the thing itself. But seeing is the second act. The first is noticing that there is something worth seeing in the first place. And noticing, I am increasingly convinced, is one of the rarest faculties most of us possess and one we so sadly lose.

The faculty we are taught to lose

Children notice everything. A puddle is an event. A beetle on a stone holds them for half an hour. The way frost forms a feather on the inside of a window in winter is, to a child, plainly miraculous, because they have not yet been told it is ordinary (although I am with the children: frost feathers are wondrous things still). Somewhere between five and fifteen we are quietly taught that most things are not worth looking at, that the world has been catalogued already, that to stop and stare is faintly embarrassing. Far better to concentrate on becoming an accountant. Or a Dentist. (And I mean no offence to either profession; I know we need both. It is just so sad that the children who crave a life in art are so often firmly directed elsewhere, with all good intentions, I am sure). And so we walk through our days half-blind, sleepwalking past the small wonders, saving our attention for the screen, the schedule, the next thing.

The painter Joan Eardley, walking the cliffs at Catterline in all weathers, understood this. She would stand in a storm, wearing her workmen’s overalls, with her easel weighted down by stones, lashed by the same sea spray her neighbours were sheltering from, and paint what she saw and felt. The villagers, kindly enough, thought her a little mad, but loved her anyway. She thought them, I suspect, a little asleep. Her work survives — those great heavy paintings of grey sea and grey sky and the small bright clothes of the Samson children — because she was willing to be the only one in the village still looking when everyone else had gone indoors.

To make abstract work that comes from somewhere true rather than somewhere borrowed, we have to undo this gradual closing-down of the eye. We have to become, again, the kind of person who stops on a wet pavement because a slick of oil from a passing car has bloomed into a small Helen Frankenthaler at our feet. The kind of person who notices that the rust on a harbour bollard has the exact ochre of a piece of Antoni Tàpies, and stays there long enough to photograph it badly three times before getting the frame they wanted. The kind of person who sees that the shadow of a fence post on grass in March is not grey but a complicated, restless blue.

What the great noticers had in common

The photographers and artists whose work moves me most are not, on the whole, the ones with the most expensive cameras or the cleverest software. They are the ones who appear to have decided, quietly and without fuss, to pay closer attention than anyone else in the room.

Agnes Martin walked alone in the New Mexico desert for hours at a time, looking at the line of the horizon until she could draw it from the inside. Her grids, which to a casual eye look almost identical, are in fact the residue of a lifetime of looking at very small differences — the difference between one pale band of sky and the pale band beneath it, the difference between this morning and yesterday morning. The work is the noticing made visible.

Wilhelmina Barns-Graham went to Switzerland in 1949 and stood inside the Grindelwald glacier. She wrote afterwards of feeling its weight, its interior light, the way the ice held blue and green and white all at once. The drawings and paintings that followed — those marvellous ringed and folded forms — were not invented. They were noticed, and then translated.

Hamish Fulton, who calls himself a walking artist, has made a long career out of essentially one act: walking, and counting that as the work. No sculptures, no installations in the usual sense. Just walks, documented in spare text and the occasional photograph. He has said he is not interested in walking as a means to make art; the walking is the art. What he is really saying, I think, is that the noticing is the art, and the walking is merely the discipline that makes noticing possible.

Closer to my own field, Raymond Moore — that quiet English photographer of edges and margins, of caravan parks and harbour walls and the awkward joins between things — spent his life photographing what no one else thought worth photographing. He once said that the photographs he made were of “things found, not things sought”. The distinction is everything. A thing sought is a thing already imagined. A thing found is a thing that was waiting for someone awake enough to see it.

Or take Saul Leiter, who lived in the same few blocks of New York’s East Village for sixty years and never ran out of pictures. The same streets, the same windows, the same red and yellow umbrellas in the same falling snow. What he had was not novelty of subject but depth of attention. He looked harder than anyone else at the place he happened to be.

There is a thread running through all these artists, and it is not technique. It is patience of the eye.

The Hebridean education

Out here on North Uist, noticing is made easier by emptiness. There is less to distract you. A single skylark over the dunes can hold your attention for the whole of a morning. The Atlantic does not move the way the North Sea moves, and once you have noticed that, you cannot unsee it. The sky changes character three or four times an hour, and after a year of living under it you begin to know its moods the way you know the moods of a person you live with and love.

The Gaelic-speaking poets of these islands understood noticing as a serious discipline, long before any of us came to it through cameras. There is a word in Gaelic, dùthchas, that has no clean English equivalent — it means something like a deep, inherited belonging to a particular place, a knowing of it in the bones. The Uist poet Aonghas MacNeacail and, before him, Sorley MacLean from Raasay, wrote out of that kind of knowing. Their poems are full of small, exact noticings — a particular stone, a particular angle of light on a particular slope, the way the wind comes off a specific stretch of water — that could only have been written by someone who had stood in that place long enough to be quiet inside it.

This is the lesson the island teaches, slowly, to anyone who will listen. That noticing is not a quick flick of the eye. It is a kind of staying. You have to be willing to remain in front of a thing long enough for it to begin to speak. The first thirty seconds tell you almost nothing. The first thirty seconds are mostly your own mind, still chattering, still labelling, still moving on. It is the second minute, and the third, and the fouth hour, and the ninth week, where the thing in front of you begins to come forward and reveal what it actually is.

The Buddhist teacher Pema Chödrön talks about staying — staying with discomfort, staying with boredom, staying with whatever is in front of you instead of fleeing into the next thing. I think the artist’s version of staying is exactly this. To remain in front of an ordinary subject long enough for it to stop being ordinary. To outlast your own boredom. To let the world begin to disclose itself.

Noticing without an island

But you do not need an island. You need a willingness. Noticing is, in the end, a small daily act of disobedience. It is refusing the speed the world is asking of you.

It is standing in front of the kitchen sink in the morning and seeing that the water coming from the tap, lit by the window, holds within it every silver Hiroshi Sugimoto ever made. It is walking the same lane you have walked for ten years and finding, today, that the moss on the stone wall is a different green than it was last week, and wondering why. It is sitting in the car park outside the supermarket for a minute longer than you need to, because the puddle by the trolley bay has a sky in it. It is the bus shelter at dusk. The condensation on the windscreen. The way the strip light in the corridor at the dentist makes the carpet look like a Mark Rothko, if Rothko had ever painted carpet.

The Surrealists, for all their theatrical nonsense, were right about one thing: that the marvellous is hiding inside the ordinary, and that most of us walk past it because we have been trained to. André Breton’s idea of le merveilleux quotidien — the everyday marvellous — is a phrase worth keeping. It is not that extraordinary things are happening in extraordinary places. It is that extraordinary things are happening everywhere, all the time, and our job is to be the one person on the street who saw it.

The American poet Mary Oliver, who built an entire body of work out of walking the same New England woods over and over, put it as plainly as anyone ever has. “Attention,” she wrote, “is the beginning of devotion.” Not a bad sentence to keep pinned somewhere in the studio.

Why the camera comes second

There is a danger, of course, in being an artist who works with a camera, which is that the camera can become a substitute for the eye. We can lift it before we have looked. We can begin clicking before we have noticed. We can produce a great quantity of images without ever having paid attention to anything.

This is the difference, I think, between a photograph made by someone who was barely there and a photograph made by someone who stopped, and breathed, and saw. The first kind is everywhere — Instagram is largely a vast warehouse of them. The second kind is rare, and you know it when you encounter it, because it carries something across to you that no amount of technique can fake. There is a person behind it. There is someone who was awake.

This is why I keep returning to the idea that the picture is only ever as deep as the looking that led to it. A photograph made in haste, by an eye that has not paused, will look like exactly that — no matter how perfectly exposed, no matter how cleverly processed. And a photograph made by someone who has noticed, deeply, before lifting the camera, will carry that depth into the print. Other people will feel it even if they cannot say why.

Robert Adams, the great American landscape photographer, wrote that “form is beauty made visible”. I would add to that, very gently, that form is also noticing made visible. The form of a good photograph is the trace of an act of attention. You can read the quality of the looking in the bones of the picture.

So, as we walk out, slow down and find ourselves captivated by something the world is hurrying by, it is not because we are odd or somehow special; it is because we have remembered something old. That the world is, and always has been, quietly extraordinary. That most people are not looking. And that the small, stubborn act of looking anyway — of being the one who notices the eleven minutes of whisky-coloured light, the oil slick on the pavement, the moss that has changed colour since last week — is, perhaps, one of the most important things we do as artists.

Everything else, in the end, is only the work of carrying that noticing across to someone else.

Companions in the Studio

It is the fourth of July, and I could be forgiven for thinking it was the fourth of March. The rain is coming in sideways across the machair, the wind is up, and the Atlantic is doing that low grumbling thing it does when it wants you to know it is still in charge. Eddie is asleep in his basket, curled into himself the way only a dog can, oblivious to the weather and to the small crisis brewing in his human – namely, that I am on my third mug of tea and will shortly have to make the dash across the yard to the cottage. The joys of a Studio Bothy without plumbing.

But I am happy. Deeply, quietly, undramatically happy. There is paint on my hands. There is a canvas on the easel that is starting, finally, to say something back to me. And on the Bluetooth speaker, Bob Dylan is working his way through a playlist I have curated over years – every song one I love, no filler, no polite inclusions. Visions of JohannaStuck Inside of Mobile With the Memphis Blues Again. Tangled Up In Blue. Positively Fourth Street. Old Bob, rasping and gnomic and full of the weather of his own long life.

I know Bob is not everyone’s cup of tea. And I know that, for some of you, music while working is unthinkable – an intrusion, a small tyranny, a set of borrowed emotions crowding out your own. I understand that. I have friends who need silence the way I need Dylan, and their reasons are as good as mine. But it set me thinking, this rain-lashed afternoon, about the rooms we build around our making. The company we keep, or refuse to keep, while the work is happening. And I thought it might be worth spending a post on it.

What music does, when it works

For me, music at the easel or the desk is not background. It is a kind of second weather in the room. It sets a tempo my hand can lean into or push against. Certain records make me looser – Radiohead, The Housemartins, I Am Kloot, The Lathums anything that lopes rather than marches. Others sharpen me – J.S. Bach on a good day, all that architecture, that faith, that structure is a form of freedom. Dylan is somewhere else entirely: he is company. A voice in the room that is not asking anything of me, but is also not pretending I am alone.

There is something in the way music occupies the front of the mind that lets the back of the mind get on with its real work. The critical, editing, second-guessing part of me – the part that ruins more paintings than any lack of skill ever has – is kept busy following a lyric, tracking a chord change, mouthing a line I know by heart. Meanwhile, the hand moves. The eye chooses. The picture makes itself, more or less, while I am usefully distracted from interfering with it.

I suspect this is why so many artists work to music, and why so many others cannot. Some of us need the front of the mind occupied so the rest can breathe. Others find that any voice at all – even a wordless one – colonises the whole room and leaves no space for their own thinking.

What silence does, when it works

I have known silence too. There are days when I put the speaker away and let the studio fill with the sound of the wind under the eaves, the rain on the roof, Eddie schnuffling in his basket as he dreams of chasing rabbits. On those days, whatever I am painting seems to need its own quiet to find itself. Music would be a hand on the shoulder when what is wanted is to be left alone.

Silence, in the Japanese aesthetic sense of Ma – the pregnant pause, the meaningful gap – is not absence. It is the room the work needs in order to speak. There are pictures I could not have made with Dylan in the corner, however much I love him. They needed the North Uist weather as their only soundtrack.

So neither music nor silence is the answer. They are different tools for different work, and part of learning our craft is learning which we need on which day, and having the discipline to reach for the right one.

The room itself

But music and silence are only the surface of it. Underneath is the deeper question of the space we make for our making.

Not everyone has a studio. Most of you, I know, do not. You have a corner of the kitchen table, a spare bedroom shared with the ironing board, a shed you have carved a working patch out of, a laptop on the sofa while the household eddies around you. When I lived at Worksop, my working space was a single small bedroom that also had to be my office. It was cramped and frustrating and, more often than I like to admit, defeating. I would set up, work for an hour, tidy everything away so I could reach the computer, set it up again the next day. The friction of it wore me down. Some days I did not paint at all because I could not face the choreography.

And yet. Work came out of that room. Not as much as I would have made with more space, and not as freely, but work nonetheless. Looking back, I think the room taught me things I would not have learned in a large studio. It taught me economy. It taught me to plan. It taught me that the space we work in is not primarily a physical thing but a mental one – a decision, renewed daily, that this is where the making happens, however small this may be.

That is why, standing now in my Studio Bothy with its whitewashed walls and its view of Loch Sandarraigh and its dreaming dog snoring gently in the corner, I try never to take it for granted. I know what its absence feels like. I know the small daily grief of not having a place to leave a wet canvas standing overnight.

Optimising what you have

If you are working in a small space, a few things I have learned, for what they are worth.

Claim it, even if it is only a corner. Put something on the wall that says this is my working place. A postcard. A print. A photograph of a painting you love. Territory is a psychological matter as much as a physical one, and the eye needs to know where the border is.

Reduce the friction between deciding to work and being able to work. That gap is where most of us lose the day. If you have to unpack a box, clear a table, and hunt for your brushes every time, you will find fewer and fewer reasons to start. Whatever you can leave out, leave out. Whatever you can pre-load, pre-load. Give tomorrow’s self the smallest possible excuse.

Protect the light. A small space with good light beats a big space with bad light every time. If you can position yourself near a window, do. If you cannot, buy a decent daylight-balanced bulb. Your eyes are your primary tool. Feed them.

Ritualise the beginning. Make a small ceremony of starting. Boil the kettle. Put the record on, or don’t. Light a candle. Whatever it is, let it be the signal to the rest of your mind that we are here now, and this is what we are doing.

And forgive the compromises. You are not failing because your studio is a corner of the spare room. Giorgio Morandi worked from his bedroom in Bologna for most of his life, painting the same handful of bottles and jars until they became a whole cosmology. Space does not make the artist. The artist makes the space.

What the studio really is

The studio, in the end, is not the room. It is the state of mind we enter when we cross into it. The Bothy is only the outward form of an inward decision: that today, for these hours, I am going to make something. Everything else – the tea, the dog, the wind, the Dylan, or the silence – is scaffolding around that decision.

Some of us build the scaffolding with music. Some with silence. Some with a particular chair, a particular smell of turps, a particular hour of the day. What matters is that we know what our own scaffolding is, that we honour it, and that we do not apologise for needing what we need.

Because the work asks a great deal of us. It asks us to sit down, day after day, and be honest about what we see and what we feel, and to translate that honestly into marks and colours and shapes. That is not a small thing. It deserves the room we can give it, however small that room may be.

The rain is still coming in sideways. Eddie has not moved. Bob is on to Shelter from the Storm, which seems appropriate. And I must, at last, make the dash across the yard.

Hyperborea – The Lands of the North.

©Chris Friel – From ‘After’

It is impossible to visit the Hebrides and not be affected by them at some deeply elemental level. A place of ever changing moods, sculpted and formed by the wind and sea over millennia, it carves itself into your soul. At times the white sands of the beaches, the teal and turquoise of the waves seduce and beguile. In a heartbeat, though, she transforms. The islands can become a place of deep and abiding melancholy, of exhilarating storms which purge and restore. No wonder artists, poets, musicians and now, laterly, photographers, have been drawn again and again to ‘Hyperborea’. This mythical location ‘beyond the north wind’, identified by some as the Isle of Lewis.

‘Hyperborea – The Lands of the North’ is the title given to a group exhibition currently on display on Harris & Lewis, at the An Lanntair arts centre in Stornoway, the capital of the Island. Curated by Alex Boyd, it features the work not only of Alex himself (a photographer working in antique processes, striving to capture the essence of the northern lands, his work in the exhibition is entitled ‘Dark Mountains|Silent Islands’) but also the epic, insightful and truly moving work of landscape and documentary photographer Ragnar Axelsson entitled ‘Faces of the North’ along with a moving collection of images by photographic artist Chris Friel.

His contribution to the exhibition, a project comprised of 49 images entitled ‘After’, is a truly heartfelt and moving response to the loss of his dear son, Joe, who took his own life in early 2016 following a struggle with mental illness. Joe loved the Hebrides and so it was to here that Chris returned to make images in just one day in the place they had shared together. Running in conjunction with the images in Chris’s part of the exhibition is a video of images made by Chris on Lewis in August 2017 entitled ‘Still’ accompanied by a piece of music composed in Joes memory by Matthew Herbert, entitled ‘Be Still’ and recorded at the North Sea Jazz Festival on 9 July 2017. You can see the images and listen to the piece HERE

I had the privilege of printing the 49 images which make up Chris Friel’s ‘After’ collection in the exhibition. To work closely with Chris throughout this creative process was an honour. The images are so personal to Chris and it was essential to me that I did my very best to interpret the work exactly as Chris wanted. To give you an insight of the creative process, of how I work with Chris, how we chose the paper we used for the exhibition (in the end, Fotospeed Platinum Baryta) and also how I prepare the images for print in Lightroom, I have created two short videos. These take you through the process from start to finish and I hope you find them both interesting and that you also might learn a few tips from them too to help you with printing your work.


 

One positive thing that has come from the awful tragedy of Joes death is the fund set up by Chris and his family through the Just Giving website which is dedicated to Joe and is raising funds for the Young Minds Trust, a very worthwhile cause which aims to help young people struggling with mental illness. The families goal was to raise £16000, a £1000 for every year of Joes life, but at the time of writing in October 2017 the generosity of family and friends has raised a wonderful £44,376. Please visit the web page HERE to see a video created by Chris about Joe and to donate to the charity. You can also see the book Chris created with the images in the exhibition along with his personal images from Joes life. Entitled ‘Joe’, and curated with the help of Joseph Wright, it was a beautiful testament to his son. View it HERE. The book is not available for purchase. You can also vote on the Just Giving site for Joes fundraising page to receive recognition with an award. Please vote for it HERE.

You can see the images for the book ‘Joe’, HERE on Chris’s website. The landscape images from the book were then used as the source by Chris as the basis for the exhibition but he did further work on them and you can view the finished work as collection HERE.

I would like to urge you, if you have any chance at all to visit the exhibition, you will not be disappointed. It is on now and runs until 4th November 2017. You can find full details HERE.

You can buy Chris Friel’s prints through my website from THIS PAGE

I would also like to thank the great team at Fotospeed for their help and support throughout preparing for this exhibition.